Waiting

Ok so as i predicted in my last post was right, i have done zippo work, and at the minute am waiting to watch americas next top model. I Love the show, its so hard not to type into google, and see who won it, anyhoo I managed to make some flapjack tonight :D its very nice.

school yawn

ok, so I am sat writing this blog from the school library, Im meant to be on a study period but can't go home and have no inclination to do any form of work although there are so many things I need to do, english coursework psychology re-sit. Which brings me onto the psychology, how am I going to tell my mum i need to submit my psychology which will cost £17.50 and she is already going on about how little money she has and she thinks im doing ok. She hasn't seen my report card yet, im to scared to show her and she hasn't asked but im sure she knows, i keep tryong to hide it and i know thats its wrong but i feel like im sturggling and i can't ask her for help because she';; just get angry, My mum doesn't know the half of what goes on at school and what i hide from her. If she read this she would be so cross. Not to mention the other spending she doesn't know about. But aside from that its all ok. Sometimes i feel like im in to deep and struggling to stay afloat. also this issue with the friend, thing, (what am i typing here i don't know it doesn't even make sense) its like i have one friend which I don't but sometimes it feels like that, and im always trying to compete, and it doens't work :(

Today Ill go home and I won't do any more work and it'll just pile up, but somehow I always struggle through.

I can't wait though till all this is over, all this schooling, its the worst!

What do I do on these things?

Ok so I am new to this, never have I done a blog before, so I don't even know if this is redeable to people? If it is hello? I don't even know why I decided to do one it was through ajpadbury and watching his blog that made me sign up (yes another thing) but i have wanted to do one for a while, i have never been a one for a diary but i'm on the computer alot so i thought maybe i would update more. Im not going to bias my blog towards anyone things, its like the title says simply rose, thats all just simply my thoughts views what i did, etc just really so i can do the old lookk back in years to come kind of thing. But i hope to keep this up, I always say that though, but we'll see. Ill update at wacky times (sometimes im awake at 3am) so who knows what ill be thinking then but yeah, if your reading this, i hope your ok, it isn;t an update blog for my travels as im not on one well a personal onne, so its not intentionally going to be funny if it is thats purely by accident, its just how I write but yeah, here it goes!